Wow! So this is my first post? Interesting I must say. I mean I've posted on my other page for like a year now so I figure it was time for something different a new change in scenery I guess. This internet radio is pissing me off. The shit keeps skipping. Anyway this is an introductory post. So....allow me to introduce myself. My name is Candyce. I am currently a sophomore at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. My major for now is Journalism but its probably going to change into Advertising. Don't know yet. Hmmm anything else...I'm an Aries. (If that even matters) Whats been going on in my life. Boy drama of course. I have something to celebrate. I've been celibate for a month now. My friend Kim and I have been having this debate about celibacy whether its forced or not. Well in my case its not forced because I actually choose to be celibate. For someone to have celibacy forced on them is when they aren't getting in ASS. Sorry mine isn't forced. I want it...I'm just not allowing myself to have it.
Hmmm now that I'm on the subject of sex...Its time to chill out in that department. I feel dirty for doing what I've done in the last year and a half. I can still remember the most important dates in my history of sex. The time I lost my virginity, the time I cheated on my boyfriend who "thought" he took my virginity not once but twice, my first one night stand, my first threesome, drunken sex, and last but not least...new years sex. Time to chill out, and quit letting the body do the talking , but it seems to be getting me into trouble. Don't get me wrong I love sex. A LOT. Trust me A LOT. I'm giving in too easily expecting something in return when all I get is a slap in the face. bummer. In the beginning i called myself a WHORE. Sex seemed like I had to have or I wasn't sane. I'm good now. I went without for about 8 months. Most of you might say "Big Deal?" That was a big deal for me! Shit I wasn't getting ANY booty!! So I'm going to end this on a good note. Oh yeah a lot of you might be ready about my two biggest problems in my BOY Drama.... Binky and Vice Versa.
Feel free to read my emotional blog on Xanga. Everything you need to know about them is on that one....too EMOTIONAL
www.xanga.com/Brokenhearted_CeCe
Hmmm now that I'm on the subject of sex...Its time to chill out in that department. I feel dirty for doing what I've done in the last year and a half. I can still remember the most important dates in my history of sex. The time I lost my virginity, the time I cheated on my boyfriend who "thought" he took my virginity not once but twice, my first one night stand, my first threesome, drunken sex, and last but not least...new years sex. Time to chill out, and quit letting the body do the talking , but it seems to be getting me into trouble. Don't get me wrong I love sex. A LOT. Trust me A LOT. I'm giving in too easily expecting something in return when all I get is a slap in the face. bummer. In the beginning i called myself a WHORE. Sex seemed like I had to have or I wasn't sane. I'm good now. I went without for about 8 months. Most of you might say "Big Deal?" That was a big deal for me! Shit I wasn't getting ANY booty!! So I'm going to end this on a good note. Oh yeah a lot of you might be ready about my two biggest problems in my BOY Drama.... Binky and Vice Versa.
Feel free to read my emotional blog on Xanga. Everything you need to know about them is on that one....too EMOTIONAL
www.xanga.com/Brokenhearted_CeCe
1 comment:
Wait drunken sex and New Years sex weren't the same... Oh and yeah and I'm just sayin it doesn't count as being celibate if the only reason is cuz theres no one around who you want to have sex with, not the same thing as forced, thank you.
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