
Too much going on in my life right now. So I met this guy. Yes I met another guy. Hmmmm what name can I come up for him...Mole.Yes mole. His mole is really CUTE! Anyway I met Mole about two weeks ago. He randomly wrote me on Facebook and we had been messaging eachother that entire night. Well I look again on his profile the next day only to find out that this fool has a girlfriend. At first it didn't say who he was in a relationship with it just said he was in a relationship. Immediately I was look.....No WAY!! I'm not talking to some guy that has a girlfriend. He's barking up the wrong tree! So I forgot about it until the next week that following Thursday to be exact that he texted me and was like Hey rememeber me. We met on FACEBOOK last week. I simply responded yeah I remember you. Mole wanted to come and see me. I wasn't havin it. Mole had a girlfriend. What would she think? He wanted me to call him that night. So I did. He sounded too cute on the phone. He turned me off again with the whole girlfriend thing. He wasn't afraid to admit it. Bold move on his part. We finally met face to face Saturday night. Wooooooo! Mole was too cute. Lookin toooo THUGISH! We chilled for a bit that night and then things got a lil' HEATED. Too heated. We kissed...A LOT! I felt bogus because I was committing an act that was WRONG in MY BOOK!! How could I kiss this guy that has a girlfriend? How would I feel if I was in her shoes and thinking that Would have lost my bet to CELIBACY that night. We we got real close and got to know eachother and the body for that matter. For a second there I thought I had him on the verge of dropping the girlfriend if he wanted to get with me. At least it felt that way that night. Well I text him the next day about any regrets about that night. He said no. Didn't hear from him for like 3 days and he randomly called me last Wednesday. Mole wanted to see me. I was happy. But pissed about the girlfriend issue. He stayed for a bit but came back the next day. This times things got a little heated again......CELIBACY would have been gone out of the window....again. Self control comes in handy now a days. That was last time I saw him. I feel like I should let this crush go. I mean Mole has me turned out! And we haven't even done anything...really
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